Ya know with that said it's probably a good thing I'm actually undergoing a full-on mental health evaluation right now

Are you serious, Aaron?
=(

Move back to Lubbock.

don't kill yourself just because you can't get any pussy

go buy a prostitute, we'll start a techsans donation fund for it

Yeah ... Basically what happened is I thought I might have a learning disability, so I started looking into what I had to do to get tested for it.

It turns out, that when they test people for learning disabilities, they effectivley perform a mental health evaluation on you as well as specifically testing your learning abilities or whatever. It's a whole series of tests. The reason for this is that a lot of times, they say, people have other problems that aren't specifically learning disabilities, but something else.

I've gone in a few days and hence far it looks like I suffer from some sort of anxiety syndrome probably coupled with manic depression.

I haven't finished all the tests yet, but I really don't feel the need to go on some sort of prescription drug such as an anti-depressant like Paxil or Zoloft or whatever. I don't know if Xanax is the same type of deal, but the idea of the prescription drugs thing again kind of scares me.

But yeah I guess I finally get to figure out what the FUCK is wrong with me once and for all hahaha

Personally, I like my happy pills. They've done a world of wonder for me in the past month or so.

You don't drink at all do you?

you guys do know most anti-depressants are 90% fluoride right?

So I can brush my teeth with them ...?

nope, fluoride is used to dumb you down and to make you docile... which is why you feel better when taking them and why it's an additive in public drinking water

So everyone in Lubbock is like, subdued?

Not really, no.


Drinking fluoridated water for the past 24 years hasn't seemed to do me any harm. I'm neither dumb nor docile. I think I'll refrain from worrying too much about the fluorine content of my medication. They make me feel better, normal... like I used to feel. I don't feel like alien emotions are overtaking my mind anymore. Do you have any idea what it feels like to cry when you're not sad? Or to feel utterly depressed and sick simply because you're a wee bit bored at work? Or to fly off the handle with rage because your email inbox got tainted by a single piece of spam mail?

This post has been edited by Spectatrix: Sep 25 2008, 09:50 PM

I guess Lance doesn't drink water

whoah hey thats dead on what postpartum depression has done to me but i keep it bottled up because i have to... cant let my emotions control me when i have a beautiful baby to care for

I've dealt with it for the past 8 years or so, but it's gotten steadily worse. I finally decided that it was affecting my day-to-day life too much and decided to seek help. I'm very, very glad I did. I feel SO much better.

I still say Cheerleader-In-A-Pill would help me out more than anything